crazy outside

Its been very calm in the hospital, outside the world has gone crazy. Our refrigerator and television are both broken. Aric is at his maximum stress tolerance. He is buying dry ice to save our food until the repair is done on the refrigerator. I'm trying to help him look for a new TV, but when it comes down to it he's on his own. Last night a tornado was near the hospital. We were all evacuated to the hall. It's probably the only time I will ever see the women in the rooms. All of them are further along in their pregnancies than I am. The closest to me is 23 weeks. The woman next door is 35 weeks. It gave me hope to see her and think maybe I will make it that far.

Krystal had a program at school last night. Aric said that she did great and of course was the best one there. Today is the first day I have struggled with depression. I want to be home helping my husband. He's trying to be a single parent and still drive to see me daily. I know that my being at home would not help him. I would just give him more work. It is still difficult to know that I cannot be a good mother or partner right now.